September 16, 2014 § Leave a comment
I did driving duty the other night, driving home from Worthing to Manchester. The best way to keep myself awake (it’s a 5 hour drive and we set off at 9.30pm!) was to sing. And as everyone else was snoring I was able to sing unhindered! Such a joy. This is the result of that drive home. It has a melody but no music as I have no instruments here and all my recording equipment is in storage – anyone fancy helping a girl out here?!
As the sun sets over rooftops and houses
The sky turns to gold and the air feels a chill
Slowly your eyelids are closing so drowsily
Caught by the promise of dreams, become still
So sail away, sail away, floating on featherdown,
Carried by starlight and wil’o’th’wisp,
Follow its melody, haunting and lonely
For the dreamsong will fade with the pale morning mist.
As the moon rises with silvering halo
In skies cobalt blue, behind frostbitten clouds
Gently so gently you fall into slumberland
Tumbling down to the dreamland below
As the night breeze ruffles treetops so lazily
And the moon catches the foam on the sea
Caught by the winds of the dreamtime you sail away
Safe in the love of your daddy and me
(c) Jeni Entwistle 2014
June 8, 2014 § Leave a comment
What I Love
I love watching my boys play. I love watching them ride their bikes, watching them go faster, improve their balance, discover a new trick. I love listening to them sing, to their stories, to their imagination. I love saying “yes, let’s do that!” to them. I love snuggling with them at the end of the day, I love kissing them goodnight when bedtime is finally done, I love their smiles when they see me or daddy.
I love painting on big canvases. I love doodling on smaller ones. I love colour, and how it mixes and melds. I love crochet and learning new stitches, I love this new hobby to keep my brain active. I love the community of friends it has brought me into.
I love singing, playing piano, trying to play guitar. I love listening to music, singing along.
I love riding my bike with my littlest on his bike seat in front of me. I love being alone on the seafront, eyes closed with the wind pushing against me, smelling the sea, feeling the wind, being. I love being in the garden with the kids playing. I love walking in the woods or by the river. I love showing my children new things, old places. I love swimming in the sea, paddling in the shallows. I love paddling in a boat, cooking on open fires, huddling in shelters in the snow. I love being outside.
I love being inside! I love my food, I love cooking and baking. I love a glass of wine at the end of the day. I love chocolate (dark) and filter coffee (decaf these days, but still black). I love chick-lit books, rom-coms, soppy pointless feel-good reads that don’t require any real thought.
This morning, I did not want to get up at all. Bear suffered with a fever through the night and the last thing I wanted was Bean prodding me saying cheerfully “mama it’s wake-up time!” But as I grumped in bed scrolling through my news feed this status caught my attention:
“I have already decided, this is beautiful day and I will rejoice and be glad!”
And so, I decided, that I would rejoice and be glad.
I have had THE most trying morning so far.
But, I shall rejoice and be glad, for today IS a beautiful day.
I am grateful for friends sending love my way, helping JOY be in my heart this morning. And when we lie crumpled on the floor, we have the opportunity to see things from a very different perspective!
December 11, 2013 § Leave a comment
December 6, 2013 § Leave a comment
Piper set up a lovely invitation to paint last night! She’d found a paper Christmas tablecover printed with snowmen and santas, and set the painting box on the table. And she’d even got a few paints out ready! How exciting :D I was excited to see the suggestion to use the paintings to make cards for the boys’ friends, but we will have to see how much they paint!
When Bean got dressed this morning he chose his “sports clothes” and announced very decisively that it was Sports Day today…. so I was a little worried about his reaction to finding Piper like this, all tucked up asleep with Duck and a couple of presents…
Hmm. The new pyjamas got the reaction I was expecting – new clothes are only exciting if they are exactly what the boys want right at that precise moment, so having got dressed already they weren’t in the mood for pyjamas!
That said, Bear was happy. He climbed straight in for a snuggle with his beloved Duck!
December 5, 2013 § Leave a comment
She doesn’t waste much time, that Piper! Bean got this fire engine from a charity shop yesterday (the boys blew their budget of £3.20 between them by a couple of pounds unfortunately!) and played with it all the rest of the day. It even beat the present of lego that Daddy brought home!! Now that’s something.
This morning we found Piper trying to climb into the Fire Rescue Station, but she’d got stuck in the window. Bean laughed, then told Piper off for using his fire engine: “Piper, the ladder’s not meant to go that way!” The reason she was trying to get into the fire station was because that’s where she’d decided to hide their presents for today. More new pants and socks! Both boys very happy. It was Bear this time, with his new Batman (“BAT-BAT!!”) socks who decided he had to get dressed right now. Bean took a little while longer – he’d seen he weather and was not keen on going out just yet…
December 4, 2013 § Leave a comment
Piper WAS busy last night!! We came down to find she’d made a tower of baking things, and had left a note on this morning’s present saying “let’s make biscuits!” When the boys gleefully ripped open the wrapper they found a set of new cookie cutters and took them with them to eat breakfast :D We had a quick look through the tins to see if everything we needed was there and UH-OH – there’s no sugar!! We’re going to have to get wrapped up and go to the shops before we can bake!
But that’s not all Piper got up to last night. Apart from having a bit of a disco with the flashing Christmas tree lights while we were out (I had to turn them off before bringing the children in from the car to put them to bed) she’d put more fairy lights up in the kitchen! I think I might have to help her to get down….
December 3, 2013 § Leave a comment
Our Christmas tree arrived yesterday evening, and so after the great unveiling and the boys had gone to bed Steve and I set about getting the tree and decorations ready for the boys to dive into this morning.
I had to sort through the box of decorations box that mum and dad had left out for us. As much as I am missing my own boxes of Christmas Decorations, there’s something quite fascinating about going through the decorations box you remember from childhood and seeing what new weird things your parents have put in since you left home. Having thrown out the rubbish and removed to safety the stuff that’s not suitable for children, it’s like a great big christmassy sensory bin now!!
Piper got a bit overexcited, we found her digging through the box this morning having found some tinsel!
This morning Bear must have spotted Piper as I ushered them past the tree, as he couldn’t wait to finish breakfast before running off and grabbing her proudly ;) Next to the box of decorations Piper had left a couple of goodie bags, and when the boys opened them they discovered she’d been collecting all the decorations they’d chosen from various shops over the past couple of weeks! I was quite surprised at how long Bean and Bear stayed interested in and focussed on decorating the tree, and they did a rather magnificent job I reckon too :) The tree is a marvellously happy tree now!